My life has changed so much in the past two and a half months. Between going to college, starting my first job, handling my Anxiety and my boyfriend moving away. Sometimes you want to go back to being a child again when you didn't have to worry about anything.
But moving forward in life is so important, because if you don't move forward you'll be stuck in the same place.
I'm a very quiet person, i keep my problems to myself until i explode and try to keep my problems under control. When i was in 4th class i was tested for Dyslexia and it came back that i was Dyslexic.
I was always very embarrassed about it, i never read out loud in class and i was always failing my spelling tests. I was taking out off my class for English and Maths as i was too slow of a worker and i needed extra help. Now that I'm In College I'm a bit more open about it because i need more help than other people and if you don't say anything your never going to get the help you need. I realised as i started telling my friends in college they understand me, but i still feel really stupid asking loads of questions, like what dose this mean??
But why should we be afraid to ask questions or "can you explain this again" just because we learn different from other people. If you suffer from Dyslexia, don't be embarrassed and stand up and say "i need help". Even in my YouTube tutorials i read my glossy box and do voice overs. you can hear me stuttering and mixing my words up. But you only get better by reading out loud.
I Started college in September and i'm studying loads of beauty programmes as well as diet & Nutrition and Anatomy. Yes, its really hard as i cant pronounce half of the words because there in a different langue and because i'm dyslexic. I need to work extra hard to understand everything.
Its so hard to juggle College work, Work, Hanging out with my friends and seeing my boyfriend because he know lives in a different part of Ireland to Study his dream course. I really enjoy doing my YouTube Channel, but i feel like right now is just not the time to do it, as i'm just to busy. I'm still going to do some blogs and keep my Facebook, Instagram, Twitter and Snap chat running, But right now i just don't have the time to film them and edit them too. i will leave links to these under my post :)
I hope you guys get inspiration from this and understand why i wont be so active on YouTube.
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